OMG !!! the moment I saw that I screamed so loud I guess the dogs were barking hahah. KRIS ALLEN IS COMMING TO KL.. LIKE SERIOUSLY. WTF but I didn't find out about the news like that ,not from the web nor the papers.it was during blg concert last last last friday I guess as mom was picking me home from school. I was still kinda upset that I couldn't make it to boys like girls concert that day.but then the gnarly-est thing happened and it shock the world . ooohh believe me , I bet fan girls were screaming like crazy ahha Jin announced on hitz.fm that Kris Allen might be stopping by for a showcase !!! my heart sank and I guess even skipped a beat. I knew my mom had her eyes rolled back but I didn't care hahaha I was on top of the world . but they didn't give out much info bout the showcase. my bet was that it has something to do with an invitation-only event again *sigh*

I'm so used to hearing that nowadays when my fav act is here and its freaky. left me outta the mood after I heard that :( I mean why is malaysian laws or whatever the fuck they call it, shitty as bloody hell . As soon as I'm done with spm or my studies , Imma leave this god damn country :p. maybe move to singapore where the real acts perform . Not here , in this sucky nation ishhhh .Seriously , I mean every band that visits malaysia are always in for a showcase or promotion thinggy cos there are ppl sponsering them .not in for a real gig of a full setlist,just a short gig. after that they'll head on to Singapore to perform a real gig. Now thats a big whoop right. :( what laws.don't believe me , Hoobastank was in sinagpore and as a die heart fan of myself *heheh* I spended a fourtune to go there and watch them live, One-Rebupblic,Simple Plan,Beyonce,Keane, The Killers,Coldplay,Muse,No Doub't,Black eye Peas,even Saosin and KRIS ALLEN... soon in march PARAMORE !!! well that rests my case right there lol . see what I mean . everyone is going to Singapore lol :( all malaysians can do is sign stupid petitions and hope to god they stop by m'sia while they visit singapore. its sad . REAL SAD. I'm not gonna brag about it so moving on ......

I knew my mom wouldn't let me go for Kris Allen but I felt a million bucks richer when I finally convinced my mom to let me go to the showcase !!! but one problem. I've got no bloody invite :'( urggghhh the only thing that made me so fudging angry. I've got no choice but to win them in contests again . what a bunch of time wasting bull shit. slogans , quizes, cue to text shitzers u name it everything. I was so into getting the tickets , I think I lose touch with school life like literally. I was spending hours on hours with earphones glued to my ears. playing hitz.fm back to back . sending text hopeing to win them tru hitz.fm.. there was one time when JJ tweeted about giving out M&G passes in the morning . 6 to 10. I was furious. and for the first time I woke up at 6 in the fudging morning HAHA my mom didn't believe me but I DID Wake up that early lol it was as if my own body wanted to get it too not only my straigh minded lil mind of mine lol it was insane . but I guess at that moment on, my brothers knew how desperate I was to win those passes. u could just see it in me, not like a pshyco lunatic fan that's gonna kill herself if I don't get to see Kris Allen , but yea it was desperate alright xp. See I'm just an example of fans out there. when ever theres a gig ur soo eger to go too , but theres just no chance for u to get in cos its an INVITATION-ONLY-TYPA-GIG. wtf I was sooo stressed out bout that. I whould rather buy tickets than desperately trying to win them tru silly contests ( not that I hate doing them ) but still it was pretty much a waste of time and money too. 50 cents per text to hitz . probably send like 30 + text with mom,dad,grand dad's , and my cell phone. so u do the math. that just costs a bomb heheh.then what if the ppl that got the tix wasn't die heart fans of Kris Allen ?!? they just played the texting game for fun and some how managed to get invites from hitz.fm !!! thats one down fall bout that radio station whereas I don't believe having competitions is really gonna be a sucssesful thing , its just people's luck . and its not fair .

well that made me very angry and you don't like it when I'm angry lol :) after a few tries on hitz from 6 in the morning till 10 at nite . I lost hope of winning and the god damn play back of audio sounds fans screams winning the invites and M&G passes put me in a real bad mood. I told Li Jian I had given up on it. Luky there was a contest on Starworld for passes too. I didn't hasitate to try cos it was a slogan thinggy where I guess I rock at hahaha not Hitz stupid *be-the-first-to-text* cue to text thinggy . thats just a way they make money. pity losers eating ppls money for being malaysia's no.1 radio station lmao.I was angry enough at them already so I shut my radio with a smack and logged into astro. created two papers long of slogan ideas. Hopefully one of them was enough to get me the passes lol I said to myself with an evil grin . Thanks to Elynna who informed me about the concert on facebook. she and kausar was the few die heart fans that didn't get invites . we were bummed like totally. nearly cried as the days passes and not a single call from hitz bout winning the tix. it was sad. but I thought to myself, maybe ,just maybe my slogan was good enough to get passes.* not to be a bitch here * I mean there were 10x grand prizes of M&G passes and showcase passes. 30x consolation prizes of showcase passes. Surely elynna and I could get them just one invite would make my day a dream. I tried and tired like crazy .. and ohh did I mentioned I used my bro's name in the contest?!? lmao yeap I sure did. the contest was opened to those who are 18 and above but being as desperate as I already was at that time, I sneek in my brothers name and IC number .hehehe seeky me yea. I lost cout of how many entries I've send. just click ,click,click as if it was a do or die thing.

upond waiting the result , I heard there was an autogrpah session omg OMG OMG Kris Allen + Autograph session = MAD SCREAMING FAN GIRLS . I nearly died . didn't believe it at first but when I tuned into hitz then it shook me all up. I wanted to scream. ARE U KIDDING ME. but theres a catch ( like I didn't already know that wtf) you gotta be the first 200 ppl with Kris Allen's debut album to get it autograph. I was like fuck now this is killing me .first that now this. wtf wtf wtf I wanted to pull my hair out wtf wtf wtf * hey that sortta rhymes* lol but still wtf. I knew I had to skip school in order to secure a spot for the autograph session at mid valley .. OH yea it was at Mid Valley , of all places right ishhhhh why on earth u gotta pick mid valley ?!?!? its a soccer mom's living hell that mall .but I didn't cared much about the place . my problem was still getting the passing and or maybe even skipping school . how do I tell my mom that now smarty pants.

I found the courage to tell her and once thats done it was a weight off my shoulders. nah it wasn't that hard really.since all day talking about Kris Allen and stuff made her a kris allen fan herself hhaha I was so proud to promote the gig . like I was a walking billboard ;p lol ppl at school were asking , it made me even more sad as the time passes cos I still didn't have the invites . it was already friday and the showcase was on monday :( last chance to win heck fuck it. I deleted those stupid reply msg from hitz . its like when I see that number or quote *from 32111* its like they're thanking u for giving them money lol. n they are begging for more!!! insane right. my mom got frustrated with that fucking text reply. got a thousand of it a day wtf.

so mom was pretty upset seeing me all bummed out about the Kris Allen invites stuff. so she took me to mid valley on saturday ( two days before the concert ) even then I was stoked haha was soo excited to check out the ball room at gardens as well as the autograph session place . but when we got there , there wasn't anything .. it was like a total blank. the mall was normal . and I was the only die heart Kris Allen fan looking for the concert set ups like wow me right hahaha I'll cheer for myself if I had to but I wasn't in the mood at that time I guess. pretty sad not to see the flyers , banners,posters just adverts but nothing . but as we walked along mid valley to gardens , I saw it !!! a board of Kris Allen smacked at the side of the walk way. didn't hasitatied to took pictures so thats what u see here ..

I was soo pumped at that very moment I didn't want to leave the poster board behind ahah I wanna steal it for myself but that would be insane lmao. had lunch at mdn.kuan or what ever it was....the resturant next to toys*r*us lmao yeap that place. wasn't really hungry of all the mix emotions.. lol I was in the very mall were Kris Allen will be performing in 2 days. I told myself What the fudging hell am I doing here . it seems so unreal .but I was there having lunch with my mom .. wtf walked around a lil more after that and we headed to my brothers former store movie magic. mom wanted to get some chinese new year songs for grand dad . so I imediatly went searching for Kris Allen's CD. and right away I saw it stached on top of Kelly clarksons CDs hahah it was the last one .. the freaking last one !!!! what are the odds right lmao. I freaked out so I grabed it without telling my mom hahahah but she knew I wanted it so she bought it for me xp how sweet right isshhhh I LOVE U MOMEH muahsss till this day I still tell myself to pay her back but she insisted that it was a gift frm her to me wow thats a jaw dropper aight. omg I still needa repay her somehow lol I feel bad ... the cd cost 41.95 ?!!

went home took a long nap and tried to forget about every Kris Allen invites drama . wanna to eat pain killers for crying out loud .lol it was nasty hangover yeah.. really bad. at night, as I was cleaning up my bunny cage.I heard my mom cell phone rang, didn't thought much of it as she's busy all the time. I walked up to her to check whats it about . then she screamed as she read the sms text msg. I didn't know what to do like whats happening . as her lips bare out the words , I could hear properly but the only thing I heard was KRIS ALLEN ! then I freaked. ran to mom . grabed her phone and read the message. it says " Congratulation Guys, U are one of our luky winners of Kris Allen Live In Kuala Lumpur from starworld astro ". WTF WTF WTF I screamed like WTF omg . like finally , I was about time already hahahaha I mean talk about last minute right .. I didn't know what to do at that point . I thought it was a spam send by someone . so I read the message a couple of times , over and over again. I was literally memorizing the whole sentances lmao REALLY shocked and stoked and excited and jumpy just everything. I didn't want to tell anyone about it on fb or whatever cos I was furious ppl will hog me for the tix.yea thats how scared I was of losing the invites.but I gotta let it out somehow. so I msg ellyna on fb hopeing that she got the same msg as I do. but she didn't get it :( I was so sad for her. still tried to get tix tru twitter after that.

so thats the tipsy turvy life of mine in a week .. was really stoked and pumped for the showcase . still mixed emotions here and there but I guess things will work out okay. Once you get a grip of something you truely love, never let go cos u might not see them or get them back again. I've learn that will great effort comes great succsess ! so never give up ppl.I know this is a lame story to win ur heart over but hecks it proves something here. Till next time xoxoxoxoxox ;p