howdy :)) now where should I start off??? the weeks been absolute stress ishh. no kidding. even my plans for today made a total wipe out outta myself. I'm dead tired as shit. can't move my freaking finger to even type this. so excuse typo errors or *no meaning* sentences hehe. I never thought I'll be warn out after a good days of work and shit, staying back every single day * except friday* is a BRAIN WASH, and super tiring too. wish I could shove a fork up my brain, swirl it around and make a brainy ice-blended juice to drink and hopefully gain my energy back. erm so yea this isn't some sortta suicidal note :X its just me being random yea so cheers. anyways, the day started off with me waking up late again * as usual* but lucky mom decided that I don't need to attend ching meng this year since it will clash with my school's honnor roll. so I was kinda hyped up after hearing that, knowing that I don't need to worry bout being late for the most happening day of all ahaha " HONOR ROLL" AHHHH just saying that still sends chills down my spine. its truly a blessed opportunity to be there. so I reached school at 7:45 and from what I heard the majlis only starts at 8:30. yoo dude every heard off * telling me that earlier* before I came so god damn early ?!?! pissed like shit since there wasn't mush people there at the time. and yet I thought I was late pfft. lucky I met arsherin at the front gate and we both helped the teachers hand out the flayers and notice papers.was quite a surprise actually seeing her there . so we didn't hesitate to gang up and blaber haha. Later while we were being seated, I was waiting for tak sheng to come but I always knew guys are late buggs.always felt sad and alone without mah homies and gang . lol. down right wack yooo, even the honnor roll needed to be rehearsed the day before. yupp you heard me , REHEARSED !!!. like a freaking magic show or something ahaha. puan. tan had to arrange the seats and sit us according to numbers plus we had to practise how to get up on stage and smile lmao.. seriously I'm not a cacat 5 year old okay. I know how to walk up on stage . hecks I won't fall .. never never ever think of that !. chatted with arshrin for a good half hour or so. and boy she love her books hahah no question bout that!!. fo shizzle. I mean the " magic mooo mooo meow mouse" was a great character to begin with . HAHAH naww hecks we made that word up haha played my drum sticks and nearly dropped them hahah like whoahhhh so close. then camwhore and chat somemore. see how effing bored we were ishhhhh. Puan Margaret came and took one look at me and said " tie up ur hair neatly " gosh I knew the exact words were about to come out from that mouth of hers . I smile and did what she said cos ohh boy man do I NOT want to make her angry. hahaha . soon after the people started poring in and vaolah I saw tak sheng n his mom or anuts I guess hahaha it was fun seeing them there. mom and dad were supposed to come but since they had to go for ching meng, they'll come watch me around 9 am or so while the majlis was going on. Lucky they weren't around cos I'll be soo embarrassed to see them at school ishh. so there were performances by pkbp and a couple from students dancing and what not. quite boring I might add. I kept praying to god my mom won't show up to watch the horrible dance hahah it was like puke-ablely horrible. sooo embarrassed . but hecks at least they can dance , not like me. hehe. then it came time for the prize giving. first up was pkbp and form ones. then persembahan again from students, prize giving continued to form twos and threes. still no mom and dad in sight. I started to get worried that my mom and dad won't show up the time I get up on stage .. but apart of me still felt hyper to get up there and received the awards. bone crumbling experience. Puan tan was in a dark hole just making sure every student was there to receive the awards. then it came our turn. its game time babehhh. super nervous to go up there. especially when they announced the names and we had to walk up stage. always had the thought that I'll fall face down upon the stairs. super scary yet a horrible thought to begin with. shook off all the nerves and suck it all up. check the tie and hair. and I was up and rolling. shakking like crazy humty dumpy.

Tempat Pertama dalam Kelas 4B ~2009

I went up and smiled. they guy who gave the awards were super sweet. in fact I wish Nuden was the one handing out the awards heh. my little teddy bear boo. moving on . since I was up for two awards, I had to basically run from the stage all the way around the back walls and line up agian for a second time on stage. I was shaky enough not to even walk yet run pfft. then went up on stage for the second time to received the award for

Cemerlang dalam mata pelajaran ~ Seni & Perdagangan.

the second time on stage was rather fine until I reached the part where you snap a picture with the teacher while handing u the award. my hands were shakking like crazy and I'd almost drop the tropy lol how dumb could I possibly be hahaha. maybe it was the teachers fault not mine hahahahhaa *trying desperately to change the topic * but my nerves calm down when I heard the appluse I was getting from the crowd. I don't know who it was but it was great to at least get a single clap from the people there hahaha at least I'm somebody now xD excuse me for that but I RULE THE WOLRD !!! YAY. ishhh lame .

was super super hyped up as I walked down the stage. even though my mom and dad wern't there to see me, at least I got my homies along side me hahah. happy as everrrrr. then tak sheng and I had a blast being lc and what not. heheh it was the only time I could talk lc with him lol. snap a couple of pics and it was enough to cure my fear of falling ever again aahah. soon after I saw my dad walking in school . and he was sooo suprise to see me with the awards given out already. hecks it was all good . at least my dad came and did not leave me hanging all by myself. haha. met up with li jian after the awards was given out and basically freak out . haha.

...Ming Yao and his trophys...

was suprize that the whole ceremony ended two hours early. gosh luckly my dad came early to send me to mv haha. I didn't expected it to end at 10 so I wasn't that all planed out for that. mid valley opens at 10 so hecks I headed off anyways. the funny thing was changing at the back seat of the car while dad was driving haha. yupp for the first time in my ever bored life, I never in a billion years thought I'll do that. changing was quick , hopefully people outside never thought nothing bout it hahaha. grabed my new shoes and changed to my dress. within a few minutes I was ready and ka bammmie . we reached mv !!!.

Didn't hasitate to call Keith early in the morning. he said they were about to leave. so I went to get movie tickets. the line was short since it was super early . *how to train ur dragon* in 3D was almost sold out. only had saperate seats. so I ended up not getting it. I mean what fun would it be sitting a mile away from ur best friends during a movie. yesshhhhh that'll suck bad time. but I wanted to watch it so badly. called li jian a couple of times and the deal was made. we didn't had time to watch the other showtime. just forget bout it.

my stupid new shoe ate my leg.!!! literally. my ankle has a deep wond now beacuse of it. thank you good for nothing shoe. I thought u were supposed to keep my feet well and comfortable. apparently u suck at that. while waiting for li jian and the gang to arrive, i storlled around window shopping and what not. then met up with Li Jian around 12 . the best thing that day was a fashion show. the displays were fo shizzle amazing. there were a couple of hot shirtless amarican dudes model that was drop dean juicylicious eye candy indeed. hahah drolled over them for a good minute or so. then headed off the gardens to check out the movie times for *httyd* I always hated to go there since every *gradens* singnature is super expensive. down right I was right bout that. a ticket cost bout 27 bucks. sooo not worth is if I were u. ishhh so we desided not to what the movie today, and just hang out with the gang . gotta walk back all the wayy to mid valley , add to that my leg was half bloody eated . THE GANG !!!! Kieth, Jia Jun, Tak Sheng , Robin, Whye Ken, and Cheng Kuan were all at the arcade where boys heaven was hahaa. played a couple of arcade games to release stress hahah. the boys were soo in on racing cars and shooting . ishhh boys. played crisis zone with li jian but I ended up dying even before the game began lmao .I suck at shooting games. but there was one that really stuck out as insanely epic shit of arcade games.... the DRUM MANIA !!! hahah I happily spended my one buck on that eheheh. it was a blast a certainly something I've never tried before. the drums felt so real and it was surely a practise round for my drum lessons later at church. the game was rather fun but quite expensive just to jam to one song !!! . then we played more racing then the gang had to go for thier moive * clash of the titains * me and li jian both watched the movie already so we skipped the chance to watch it with the guys. it was just plan fun girl madness with li jian. street hoops was by far the best fun we've ever had. scored 202 which was HIGH . other people there only scored 100 ++ add to there they were all guys. shame on them hahaha.

then we headed off and had freash juice simpy refreshing !!!. off to gardens once again for lunch. li jian had some korean noodles I was saving money so I skipped lunch . sounds funny but read my lips hahaha i skipped lunch bro. the food was delicious but hecks I kept to my deal on buying a drum kit heheh. wobble around the mall like little penguines and LOOK !! Action City , I bet theres alot of action in there hahah . the best thing was BABY BEAN hahah yes you heard me , Baby bean !!! I love love love it sooo much . it was just a super random moment that I took the toy and played around with it.. calling it baby bean and sang a song ahaha then Li Jian joined in and soon the whole store people think we were lunatics. I don't blame them for saying that but hecks who say we wern't people hahaha. I didn't bought it anyways and I regreating it now.its soooo cute . I've sooooo gotta get that plushie with li jian sooooon.

Called Kieth along the way back to mid valley and they siad the movie was horrible. haha I told ya so. I mean if you hated hot men in the beginning then you'll hate the whole movie. heehe . went to jusco looking for them and the headed off the speedy instead lmao. like playing a can and mouse case with a couple of brainless rats. soon we found them in speedy and met up again GANG OUT!. speedy was an utter mess as usual. loads of cds flying everywhere. Jia Jun heanded me a cd called " american gigolo and we all burst out laughing . lol the whole store was filled blind looks back at us hahahah. i sware Imma kill they HO WHYE KEN for placing a Ke$ha cd in my hand bag. what a moron hahaha I would have been caught by the scanners but lucky I grabed the cd out hahaha. I know he's in love with kesha .

then the guys left us again.. spent the whole day looking for puan magerats retirement gift. still have no clue what to get here, I bought a cute little present for mom , her birthday is just around the conner , I'm super stoked to see the look on her face once she sees the gift I bought eheh :)

Lastly it was time for me to head to church for drum lessons, super stoked for it . drag my leg up my moms car and headed straight to the church . was running a little late but the triffic jam around mv. I can pretty much say that my first drum lessons was rather odd to begin with. the teacher was smiling the whole time throught while teaching me. ahahha I guess he was shy so I don't blame him for that. I knew my leg was gonna hurt like hell since my suck ass shoe ate a huge part of my leg. the worst part was when Jonathan ~ my drum teacher. told me that for beginners , we need to use the legs. wtf I didn't want to hand over the drum sticks to mom so hold on to it. I wasn't the only student for drum lessons so I felt clam . a few other girls wanted to learn the drums too but they slowly drift off away from the lesson. I was pumped to get on the saddle and hit that baby yamaha drums. while it was my turn to play. I certainly showed him that hecks I'm here to learn not fool around like those other girl drummer wannabes. I spend the most time with jonathan so it was great. I still need to work on my foot paddle and bass cos I still can't quite control the rhytem . the lesson ended early cos there was some memorial going on at church so we couldn't play the super effing loud drums !!! anyways all is good. as long as I get my chance to play , then I'm happy !!!

really looking forward for my next drum lessons thanks Jonathan for teaching me !!!!

so I guess thats about it , never thought this would be sooo oooo ooo oooo ooo long so take ur time reading . I'm not rushing you ahahah pls remember to prepare a bucket cos you might puke blood while reading this HAHAH ~ till next time