Wednesday ~ Skiped Girl Guide for the second week, man I freaking hate that persatuan , don't have a clue why I even bother joining them. ishhh . so my head ache wasn't getting any better ! such a brain washer like I felt like my freaking IQ dropped drasticly to zero. its sad ya know lmao. After much argument with the class monitor *ahemmm* finally got the time table up and pasted on the notice boards with some help by Chee Khan.

Thursday ~ Marks the day my beloved bunny passed away :( still filled with heavy sorrow till this day . so the day started off rather boring, much teachers wasn't in class so me and the gang basically played uno cards till there was no tomorrow. quite fun till the power plus cards come in as the uno war begins , than it wasn't fun anymore hahaa. the to bowling practice meeting at midvalley . took public transport with siew tien , and punitha and well the rest of the bowling members at our school . Reached the mall quite early and we were the few who were the early birds . so while waiting for the others, we headed to pets wonderland and did window shopping the whole way up to the bowling centre. the bowling game was by far the longest I've had with the gang. well pretty much while the teacher was teaching one by one the techniques of bowling , it was super scary to watch the teacher standing beside you and moving your arms as you swing the ball. it was crazy !!! but on my first go, I didn't follow any of his technique so I just walked towards the ramp and did my own style . I knew the look on en.shafee's face was filled with a huge grin ... but I scored a strike on my first try. felt epic insane , add to that everyone was looking , like the whole bowling club !!! hahaha I'd like to call that a beginners luck yooo . scored my hightest 114 !!! epic insane shit that was. After a few more trows with some help with Li Jian , I gave punitha and malani a try on the bowling . it was funn to watch them play hahah the ball nearly rolled off the ramp . xD lol . ..

then I received a text message from mom saying that my bunny passed away. it hit me hard and immediately send chills down my spine . I didn't know how to react nor respond to that situation so I just relaxed and acted normal when Li Jian talked to me. but really deep down inside I was hurting like crazy. I cell phone was outta credit so I couldn't call my mom to ask her about the problem. at the time, I didn't know weather it was just my brother sending a prank message to somewhat fool me. so yea I guess I was filled with mixed emotions . Lucky Li Jian , Azman and I came across a mobile booth along the mall . reloaded my phone and immediately called my mom . the moment her voice came up and she told me what had happend. I just fliped and was crushed ! I mean it was realll. my favorite bunny passed away. and my brothers was making such a huge joke about it. I tried super hard to have a normal conversation with mom and not break down in tears , the moment I closed my phone, I looked at li jian and she told me her uncle passed away, I said my bunny passed away. it was so awkward . and I just couldn't help but broke down in tears , in the freaking mall. I wasn't embarrassed about it since I was so emotional at the time. and Li Jian gave me a huge hug which made me felt better , haha I mean thats what friends are for right ?!? Azman didn't cared much I guess and I knew it was gonna be like that. I mean no one can understand the bond me and bunny had . its weird in a sense that I'm so close to a rabbit yet a best friend to me. it feels lovely in a way ehehe. so as we walked I tried my hardest to stop crying and just relax.bought juice works along the wayy out the mall .

when mom arrived to pick me up, I just knew I was gonna cry the moment I see her. but I tired my hardest to fight back those tears. in the end I just broke down in tears , it was really hard to keep it in. mom took one look at me all teary eyed and said " poor thing , come lets get another rabbit" I was like omg no wayyy . another rabbit ?!?! haha I can't take anymore of this bunny moments its gonna crush me forever. on the way home, my mom wanted to bring me to the pet shop but with my broken voice from crying , I told her no . as we reached home, the pain only got worst. as i saw my life-less bunny there lying in the cage. I just broke down and cried again . called my brother down to help me carry the baby out and put it in a box , then closed it nicely and tied with a dog leach with patterns of dog bones ehehe my bunny always thought he was a dog anways so it was some sortta tribute to him :)) . then I cleaned up the cage and made the best no to cry .but as I saw my brothers , mom and dad walked by me, i just couldn't help thinking of the fun times we had with bunny . it was such a heart breaker to see him there so life-less. I mean my bunny was always a mess maker. full of energy . no matter how people put it out, we'll always miss you bunny !! so the whole day alone was filled with tears and sorrow. I cried for a full 4/ 5 hours straight and gained a nasty head ache the next day.. cried myself to sleep thinking about bunny .

Friday~woke up feeling super sad to know that I wasn't able to see bunny each morning I wake up. didn't felt right anymore. but I went to school as usual and went on with the day.the first person I talked to about the problem was foong ying . she was kind enough to understand my feelings and yea I guess the whole morning I felt pretty emo -ish ,hha .. I cried in class for a while or two but did a quick cover up so that no one whole see. also had a hard time on ujian lisan / oral test. I was in such an emotional state already yet I had to go through the maddness of oral test .. ahhhh talk about good timing right . it was pure tourture from puan patonah whom screwed me over and over again on the passage I memorized within a minute or two. its a merical that I was able to say whats on my mind and not get destracted by what had happened the day before. eventhought my voice sounded a little shakky and my eyes were puffy from crying 5 hours non-stop. I was rather proud that I've did the oral test in my bestest best best ! hahah . the part I hated most was the questioning . like it was soo totally unessesary to question my speech .. gosh just let me talk and ask questions later old haggg !!!. she made me confused with my passage I remembered. I guess she did it on perpose. such a lausy bitch teacher she was ishhhh . soon after the day was almost gone, played more uno with the gang and yea I've also found galaxie mags in the school library which was quite a descovary hahah like gnarly shit . I had no idea my school had galaxie mags , so it felt rather nice reading it knowing that the teacher's wasn't gonna confiscate it hahah. there was one particular mag which had a superbly handsome guy in it and I literally wanted to tear the page out and keep it to myself . but that'll be breaking the school rule and its badddd. found quite a few with Kieth's favorite " Adam Lambert" covers and posters so I bet that made his day ahaha.

so thats one week done, like 2348573059673785673498763 more to go hahah althought , I hightly doubt I'll reach that old stage in my life hahaha. so yeap I guess the more I think of it, this feels rather awkward in a sense that I'm like recording my life in slow motion . ishh whatever you call it, I'm just glad this post is done !!! phew . well thats all folks

~keep well bitches