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spm shitzzle!
Friday, December 10, 2010, 12:45 AM

this would probably be the worst time to blog about shit. but hey, there's no books attached to me and some shitty government exam! I'm basically the most chilled person having spm at this time of hour. I mean go ahead, asked anyone.... well there won't be anyone to question about since they are all busy huddle up in a room stuffing their brains with knowledge ! wait, I do that too. hahah . I guess at this time of your life, while sitting for major exams that basically determined your future is hella scary! not to mention mind boggling!. No wonder there's numerous articles about teenagers committing suicide! no joke. the stress of exams is freaking intense. take me for example, I'm not the original typa person who studies and studies and studies till they grow white hair. Well , I'm more like burning midnight oil at the last hour and getting white hairs from that! lol.
To be honest, I'd rather study at last minute than prepared a few days in advance. cos you know the amazing brain of Janessa dosen't work like others. nope it doesn't, what's so facinating about my brain is that it only wants to remember what it wants to remember, stuburn isn't it?! I'm talking to you upstairs brain lol. Its teribble having a brain of a mind of its own, if that even means anything ahah. You can obviously tell it's pretty late now and my brain cells are dying on me here. But back to the point, I study last minute for most/ every exam! true story! and I don't get whats the big deal in that?! I know there's alot of people who question my studying methods like my mom, whos always pushing me to go study rather than blog about studying hahah .Its turning into a mean world out there, where everything is education , money and succsess. Its *bleebing* outrageous! even on a teenagers point of view, these matters are getting way out of hand and parents just aren't so sure about handling the situation. Bonkers! in fact, they try to add pressure which creates an energy so powerful, it's able to make your mind to silly things!
Thats's why I' so fed up with people saying things and trying to make them better when actually, they are causing more problems for a certain situations. People should know their limits towards people's views on life and not prejudice them. I feel like there are way too much people out there that thinks they are right but most of the time, whos to blame right?! I mean who am I to say all these and not get my point out there?! Let's just put it this way, Parents , stick to what you know best and teenagers, party like there's no tomorrow! hahaha hell yes
Enough of that, so spm !!! where do I even start?! its kinda like this annoying itch that starts with intense pain and with time slowly heals , it feels much better =) yeah I know, what a terrible way to explain about exams right, well what can I say, my brian cells are half dead remember. its almost 2 am. well yea thats exactly how I feel. I'm not sure if you'd get it but yea. From the start, it feels extremely nerve wrecking since after all it was the first time having a huge huge major exams that mistakes are not taken lightly for. its epic stress to go through. and thats the gut quenching feeling that happens once I've sat down with a piece of paper infront of me, knowing that between you and the paper, it will determine your future! my gosh saying that instantly sent chills all over me. thats how freaking insane these exams drive teenagers. We'll go mad! on the lighter side of things, i'm slowly starting to get used to it. Like studying till the wee hours of the morning! make that till 3am and waking up at 6 to get ready. Its sorta cool nowadays to stay up late studying and all. hehe my brain is slowly starting to cope with the massive amount of knowledge being input to it. surreal is a way, writing notes down a thousand times is the only way to get my brain to focus and memorise important notes. Awesome ain't it?! lol ahh what can I say, I'm gifted :)
So far so good, thats all I can say really, I'm no physic I'm no genius , I'm just me and I did all the best that I could. memorizing notes after notes really pushes the boundaries of brain power don't it? After all, it doesn't matter how bad if you ever failed , just keep in mind that you've tired your best and thats all that matters =)) ~cheers

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